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Holaaa. Actually I wanted to share a lot now, but because I was too enjoying my browsing about cheline hsu and found out "Yes or No" Movie in Thailand, I could just let you see a video which was just uploaded by cheline hsu. And read about her lucky life here: http://chelvampz529.tumblr.com/post/6181944122/minwoo529bday ENJOY :)

Hey, what's up everyone? All of you should be really so fine because it's Christmas and usually many people plans a lot of vacations for this December especially for the students. Hahaha. Honestly, almost everyday I open this blog, clicking to make a new entry, and at last just staring at the blank place that has no piece of words inside then choose to just close this website. I have a lot of stories to tell but I'm confuse; should I share it and what will I write first about. Anw, I have changed the toppest picture yesterday and I really LOVE it. It was officially made by myself and it's my first succeed to make this kind of great picture. Glad of it. I got improved =D So, I'm gonna tell you about a friend of mine. A really close friend, and even best friend :) I know, around 50% she will probably read this post -- sorry if I made something wrong here ;) --, but this mind has successfully makes me think about it for some days. Hmm, to tell all about her here will m...

Meet again here ;) hahaha. Today, no remedial and stayed at home a whole day. I really have too much wasting time :| *sigh* Waking up at 8 something minutes and playing my phone 'till don't know what time to have my food. I don't know whether it was breakfast or lunch because when I looking at phone's clock while eating, it was 11 o'clock already. I didn't feel that I was using my phone as that long. It was strange. After that, turned on the computer, trying to open something *forget it* and I should wait because the computer was so lagged 'till I felt so asleep. Because I couldn't hold it anymore, I slept in my bro's bed 'till around 3 I really woke up and lazily going out from the room and don't know what to do. Suddenly, I thought to do tread mil because I have slept after ate my food. I was doing tread mil with the guide from that tread mil's guide. I really couldn't stand again at the 11 minutes, then I stopped it and feel likes ...

Hellow everyone, I am back again for just around 10 hours after I wrote before's post. I promised to post the brochure that I design. Here it is. I know it is simple and doesn't look so nice, but this is what I am trying to create for all of my design tasks -- I want to make a simple design but looked so amazing. Here is the brochure, I hope you like it. God Bless :)

Well, I am right here now at KFC's Medan Mall and I write this post also at KFC's computer. Happily, this is what I like from KFC's Medan Mall. It has computer with internet connections. And I'm taking this chance to write a post here. Hmm, I feel like wanna write a post about what I'm thinking last night. I was before falling in someone around one and half years and actually it's still happen 'till now. But this feeling has been fading slowly because I don't feel this is a feeling anymore. Then, I met another guy who is just like the one that I said before. They are not look same, but slowly when I knew this person more, some of his attitude is the same with the one that I fall into before. Both of 'em are really overacted. Yah, usually Indonesian people called it like "lebay". Yea, something like that. But in this kind of habit, they have different looking when they are doing this. The one that I said before is overacted but people don...

Hey everyone, life has passed by many happiness and sadness. Honestly, I miss blogging very much. But once I want to write a post, I will be so confuse what to write. Actually, I got many things to share. So so so so so so sooooooo many! And yeah, not a bad post as before. Last days, I used to post what I've passed with so bad days. And now, after being a SH2 student, my life is getting better and better 'till now. Last year, I think my bad day will end by moving from my old school. But because of the 4 years I have passed at my old school hasn't been really gone from my life, it was still making some effects though I have move to Methodist-2. SH1's life was still like I was at Prime One School, my old school. Being so alone, everything by alone, and other else. But it wasn't really bad as before. At least, it was better than that 4 years. And when I passed those processes, slowly but sure I do not act like the 4 years I have at POS. And now, I feel much much more b...

Second examination has over. Yah, I'm now free than before. But I won't be free for so long because I should have to start to review all of the lessons from the first day I entered my new level 'till the newest topic the teacher teach. *sigh* School's stuffs never stop, huh? I planned to be able to download a lot of movies by browsing or copying friend's disc file into my hard disc then I will watch it whenever I want. But it's hard :( When I try to copy from my friend's disc, there are some or maybe it's have been so many problems about copying and watching it after I copied. Then, if I want to try to download the movie, it will take a long long long and so longgg time to download it. And it's hard to find Asian movies full episode to be download. And it has a lot of things needed to do to be able to download that movies. So, what do you think? Don't ever try to watch any movies? Haiz, I can't. Watching movies is my hobby, *not watching TV*....

Hello everyone, it has been so long that I've never post some posts to this blog. I have too much stories 'till I'm not able to post it here. People are getting busy nowadays, including me. Hmm, I've been changing some of my birthday wish lists that I've design and post it in my tumblr . So, the previous post about the wish lists have been changed some of it. Well, some of the wishes has been accepted. Thankfully God, for the gifts that I really wanted. So far, this world has just got a news about a China 2 years kid who was being crush by 2 cars and 18 people that passed her but they did not care about it and finally an old grandmother who is someone poor that worked as someone that took useful rubbish to be used helped that kid when she saw her. Let me just give you the video that I found in youtube.

Holiday has comeeeeee! Yihhaaaaaa~ happy of it. But, I was having a lot of failure problems before the holiday started. Forgetting the formula for Math exam, falling down when I wanted to take the ball for examination in PE lesson, being shy for a reason, and I went to the meeting at the wrong day; it should be on 29th not 26th of August :'( But I don't want to be worry of it. It should be my lesson for my life. Hmm, yet, the hurt-est is the pain after falling down. It hurts 'till now and I'm hardly to move. Plus one thing again, my gums was puffy right now! I'm hardly to eat too, hiksss. I am wishing everything be good for me in these holidays. Okay", let us not talk about it anymore. My planned to post this blog today is to make some wishlists for my birthday right a month to go, hahaha. Here is the list that I wanna get for my birthday: New Camera Lens (Macro, Tele, & Wide) Domo Kun Stuffs (Especially For The Doll!) Hard Disk 17th Party Ce...

Currently doing a lot of stuffs for my schools, organization, and church. Monday I was busying with my Physics and Biology Laboratory. On Tuesday, it was 16th August, so my school having some games for Independence day and I am so tired of it. A lot of conflicts were in this event. The next day, the really Independence day for Indonesia, we continued the game again 'till it's final and before the game, we had the flag raising ceremony special for the Independence day. After school event has finished, I was continuing by going to Village Futsal for CG Fiesta event that was made by my church. It ended at around 8 p.m and I'm totally tired of it 'till I fall asleep in my parents bed (at that time, my dad sleep on the floor). The next day, Thursday, having English examination in the school, not coming to the Physical Education in the reason of I wanna go to have my mafia private to study for the next day physics examination. But in the end, it was ended useless that when I...

Hey readers! Haha, you all should have been doing fine, aren't you? :D Well, won't be writing too much because it's 12 a.m right now. It should be my time to sleep. Got a lot of assignments, I'm still responsible of it, but I feel that I did not get any pressure in those activities. It does not mean that I wanted to be press, but I'm still feeling like usual, or maybe too enjoy. Hmm, exam is coming soon! And I'm really worried about Math and Physics! For Chemist, I'm sure I'll have a good score because I understood well about it. HAHA! The thing that makes me too crazy about schools are the homeworks! And even some practical activities that need to buy some complicated things for it, especially for LAB! Well, I just want to write about how I feel now. Loving someone is easy. But to really love someone is hard yeah. Okay, honestly I do not know how I'm feeling now. I even do not know, do I still love someone that i loved or not. Feel complicated a...

Hi guys, what's up doing in? Well, actually I don't plan to post a blog today, but when I was looking the photos to put it inside my friend's memory card, I suddenly saw a great photo with a great angle, color, and expression! So, I edited this photo just now. Hmm, because the one who is in this photo has just flied to Jakarta, I will write about him in this post. Well, his name is Moelyono Soesanto Putra. He was my ex-leader at Mawar Sharon Church, Medan for the Youth ones. He has been a good leader and humorist leader to everyone. But sometimes, he likes to annoy everybody. This "annoy" doesn't means disturbs someone, but really an annoying person ever that I've ever met. He always tells story for so long, he is care to everyone, and he is a crazy person ever. He is seldom being ashamed in everything, that's why, I said that he is a CRAZY ones. Well, he has just left Medan yesterday in the night. He will continue his studies at Jakarta, exactly at...

This was the post that I typed on the 7th August on Sunday 2011 Halo Halo! Back again! I am kindly a lil bit lonely so that I planned to only post a blog. This blog really helps me to express my feelings, shares my experiences and moments, then one day, I'll read everything from the first post 'till the last. Couldn't imagine how will it be like when I re-read all my posts. Maybe, I will be really feeling like "OmyGOD, why could I be like that?" hahaha. It's weird ya. Bahahaha. Hmm, I was being so emotional just now. I feel like being so lonely. Feel like, no one comes to me. No one look for me. And just now, after church, I directly joined with my old friends. Nothing really nice to be with them. Everything looked so luxurious with them. And, when I talked, I was being really ignored by them. I only have my dinner at Sushi Tei then I directly go home. What a moment. Hmm. I have been so emotional since the lasts days and it made me more emotional when I w...

Halo everyone! How are you doing these days? Hmm, well, happy(s) and sad(s) passed day by day. Many problem comes to my life. Hmm, the most of the problems are related to my own self. I wish to be a better person and not being a person who is really crazy of "THE POSITION". I realize, that everything that I did is only to get a position. I hate doing that, honestly, but I don't know why I keep doing this in my past. Sometimes, I hate being myself. I feel that I'm useless. I shouldn't be in this world. But then, I wanna back to the basic again. I wanna be thankful for God has given me too much things as I have been in this world. He gave me everything perfectly for my needs and I'm enough of everything. Well, last Monday, exactly at the 1st of August, I went out at Cemara Asri with 3 of my siblings, my sister Viviana, Cindy, Cinthya by Ko Abok's car then with Ko Wawan, Ko Ronny, and Ko Albert to take photos for me, Ko Wawan, Ko Ronny, Ko Albert (maybe), Ko ...

How guys doing? Hmm, a lot of things I would like to share here, but because I have my limit, I won't be talking too much in this blog. I'm missing this blog. I'm still doing my design that I even don't have any good idea to do it. Oh, I'm still begging God for the creativity. Hmm, I were being farer from God. sighs. Disappointed to myself. I need to do more changes. School is just like usual. Biology and Physics are slowly making me stress, I wish I could study better. I wish to be stronger and get less complain for every problem that I got. Everyone changed. They are different from the old one. I wish, they really change better, not worse.

I've now being a SH2 student, as what I've told you in the last post. I was entering 11science9 class. The one that moved to this class from X5 were me, Catherine, Kevin, Jacky, Calvin, and Fransiskus. It were only 6 of us that move. Hmm, Venzy got 11science7, Denny, Hazzel, and Jessica were in the 11science5 class. Then I asked to move class to the teacher incharge. Jessica also wants to move with me. We planned to move to 11science7 class, with Venzy. But then, only me that could enter that class, but Jessica, she can't. Actually, if someone from science7 class wanted to move to science5 class, Jessica will be surely could be able to move to science7 class. Ugh, so sad! I have a lot of problems since I've started my school. I will do my best for solving that problems. Wish me luck everyone :D I really got a lot of problems and I hope, those problems won't make me to have farer relation with God and fail in my study. I want to be good in my study. In faith, I shoul...

Tomorrow is the first day being as Senior High 2 student. Wish me luck. Bless me God. ILU

School will start soon. Can't wait to know where I'll be put in of class later. I'm now SH2 student, science student. Well, I was surprised that I'll entered science class. I wished I could study better to reach what I want. I wanna be a graphic designer and photographer! It's not as easy as people think to reach it. I'm surely sure that it will be so hard to be in that process. Erm, I heard that, a graphic designer need to be able in drawing skill. Okay, I am not able in it. I'm just able to create something like drawing too or something almost like an abstract that nobody has ever made it. Hmm, not really nobody maybe :p LOL. Okay, talking about some money that I need. Okay, my mom, as like me too is kindly stingy person. *sigh* My mom was really in mad when none of her children help her in her shop. Okay. Sorry mom. But one thing that I want her to know. I don't want to be there because I know, I'll just do useless things there. That's why I d...

How is there doing right now? I got a lot of mixed feelings right now. Okay. I'll tell you from the shortest 'till the longest. Surprisingly, I couldn't enter social class as what I choose so I entered science class. Kind of really happy but I know, the beginning hasn't started yet. I will face a lot of giants there in front of me. I'll surely hard to control my time. Hiks. My old friends, Jessica especially, will move to M2. Welcome everyone :) reach what you wanna be & study well! Can't wait to see you ;) Next. I was just realize that people keep going to be separate with me each year, at least a person a year. How will it be like? So hurt. It's like everything you have passed with them will only be a line in your heart. I'm really hurt of it. This year, the 2 closest people will go. They leaved me. Sad. Hurt. Too hurt. The most person that get hurt. Okay. Stop. It's too hurt when I write about this more. Hmm, I think this is my last informatio...

Wogh. Time passed so fast. Can't wait for L HORA Youth Camp retreat already <3<3 everything is just almost complete :D things to bring: a pair of pajamas, around 4 or 3 pair of clothes, CAMERA , flashlight, umbrella, laptop *maybe*, BIBLE , a pen, bath tools, erm I think only that, HAHA! I should have prepare many things :D yah, I mean I should prepare everything without missing anything :D I'll be the committees there and I'm ready to praise GOD there! Oops, not even there, but now and forever I'll praise Him :D Ahh, hopefully I asked Felixe to join retreat and finally she wants it! Ohemgeh! Then I asked Jeniffer, Fitra, Fransisca, Vinni, Vete, Pian, to join retreat too. I could see it, that Vinni and Vete really wanted to join it. But at last they can't :( yah, because of some reasons... I wish they could come :D really wishing them to join. Okay, though the registration has closed, but I'll keep praying for them to join the retreat. All of them that I a...

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Just have some arguments with my sister just now. Whatever. She's the one who didn't respond on me while I asked her something important to do tomorrow. Okay, I know, I was too mad and my voice sounded so high. That's me. And who made me to be like this? My surroundings. The people who are almost everyday with me. I'm like this because of them. But it was not their fault at all. The point is, in every problem, everybody has their own fault in every problems they got. And me, I'm someone who will care about the problem even in any condition, but if it's to complicated and even making me so stress, I'm gonna be out of this problem. It's by searching for the best way to end the problem that will make the problem ends faster and better the consequence will be worse. Sometimes I could still control that complicated and messed problems, but I can't control it if it's too far. Okay, let's just say it if it's too far and out of my ability. And ...

Today was my last day at school to study for my semester examination. On Monday, I'll have my semester exam already. Guess what? The first examination would be Math! Oh no! But hopefully I've studied my Math though only from last year semester examination paper. I wish I can do my examination so well. Hmm, these days are kinda busy. I've to do my school's stuffs & doing design for Youth Camp for 21st-23rd June later. I wish to have a big responsibility of it but I also want to keep focusing of what my priority is. Hmm, maybe June and July will be full of photographs. I planned to bring camera for Youth Camp, then will be a photographer for Cindy's 17th party, & maybe doing some photo shoots to have some skills. I should be doing good things for my holidays not wasting ones. Today, after having cell group with my church buddies, I planned to go to Cambridge to take pictures for modelling contest today. But it was cancelled because I'm going to my cousin...

Ah, this is only the third time I post a blog here since 2011. Hekkk. Okay, Idk what will I post. I'm just wanted & missing this blog alrdi. Day by day I've passed. Kinda lovely & bad moments were passed too. Haha. Okay, I'll just write how's me myself these days. Ahhhhh, I think I'm worse these days than before :( why? Because I'm really an insomnia addict-er -.- I sleep so lately and wake so lately in the free days. I sleep lately and sleep during my activities in school, private, and everywhere. Ahhh, what a disease that come by myself. I wished, you people who read this won't be like me and don't ever do it(!!!) If you've been addicted to this, you will be uncontrolled. I mean like, we won't do everything in the right time. The time we should study, we will use it to do useless stuffs. The time we should sleep, we will use it to do our important stuffs. The time we could have refreshing, we use it only to sleep. I'm trying to esca...

I have passed a lot of moments these days without blogging. Hmm, yesterday, I don't know what's going on to the earth that yesterday I felt missing a lot of peoples even to everyone who don't really like. STRANGE. But I'm officially missing this two girls, FUMIKO and JESSICA. Miss them a lot. And I couldn't say it in any words. Alright, I'll tell you about these 2 days. On Monday, guess what? I was resizing all the photos that consists of my face and 4photos requested and I finished them at 6.30 a.m. That's mean, I don't sleep for a whole day. I just slept for 2 hours. And woken up at around 8 a.m because I'll go to my cousin's house to have the private in the evening. Then, yesterday *TUESDAY* I slept at around 3 a.m & woken up today at around 12 p.m & 'till now I haven't taken a bath, have a drink, and eat. GREAT. And now, I'm just starting to do everything. Errr~ Oyeah, that was just an intro, haha. Well, last Saturday ...

How are ya people? It has been so long that I didn't post anything in this blog. I missed it actually. But now, I feel like I don't have anytime again to post a blog. Actually, I'm not a busy person at all. But I always go busy with my "not-really-important" things. To say, I hate to do it. But my soul really loves to do it. Hays. Actually, there are still a lot of more important and most important things that I should do. Focusing in my studies and focusing with God everyday. But I don't know why I never want to do it seriously. :s What a Tania. I wish, I'm no longer will be like this. YES! Okay, time has passed, day has passed, weeks has passed, month has passed, and everything has passed so fast. Too much stories that I would tell here. But when I once starting to post a blog, my mind is blank -really don't know what to write and say-. Hmm, I love someone. But I really don't know does he love me or not. Okay, everyone will always someone who the...