taniaangel.

Hay Hay Hay, everyone! *sighs* don't know where to start first. I really miss blogging! And actually, I have a lot of stuffs to share right now. REALLY, every time when I wanna do blogging, I always get a lot of things to be share. But it's impossible to share too much because as what I've experienced, I know the readers won't read a long long long post. Hmm, holiday will end soon. Very really soon. It's around few days more :| *sighsighsigh* Actually I got no problem about holiday will end soon. But the problem is, there are still a lot of things that I wanna do during holiday. School starts means I couldn't so many things. Brrr. And the question is, why should I have the fun of holiday right when the holiday will end soon? Ckckck. Well, remember this, I post this story today and today is Friday. And school will start right the next Monday. My church for Youth service planned for an event for February. So, we need to have the brochure, posters, invitation, and...

Well, I am right here now at KFC's Medan Mall and I write this post also at KFC's computer. Happily, this is what I like from KFC's Medan Mall. It has computer with internet connections. And I'm taking this chance to write a post here. Hmm, I feel like wanna write a post about what I'm thinking last night. I was before falling in someone around one and half years and actually it's still happen 'till now. But this feeling has been fading slowly because I don't feel this is a feeling anymore. Then, I met another guy who is just like the one that I said before. They are not look same, but slowly when I knew this person more, some of his attitude is the same with the one that I fall into before. Both of 'em are really overacted. Yah, usually Indonesian people called it like "lebay". Yea, something like that. But in this kind of habit, they have different looking when they are doing this. The one that I said before is overacted but people don...

Wogh. Time passed so fast. Can't wait for L HORA Youth Camp retreat already <3<3 everything is just almost complete :D things to bring: a pair of pajamas, around 4 or 3 pair of clothes, CAMERA , flashlight, umbrella, laptop *maybe*, BIBLE , a pen, bath tools, erm I think only that, HAHA! I should have prepare many things :D yah, I mean I should prepare everything without missing anything :D I'll be the committees there and I'm ready to praise GOD there! Oops, not even there, but now and forever I'll praise Him :D Ahh, hopefully I asked Felixe to join retreat and finally she wants it! Ohemgeh! Then I asked Jeniffer, Fitra, Fransisca, Vinni, Vete, Pian, to join retreat too. I could see it, that Vinni and Vete really wanted to join it. But at last they can't :( yah, because of some reasons... I wish they could come :D really wishing them to join. Okay, though the registration has closed, but I'll keep praying for them to join the retreat. All of them that I a...

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How are ya people? It has been so long that I didn't post anything in this blog. I missed it actually. But now, I feel like I don't have anytime again to post a blog. Actually, I'm not a busy person at all. But I always go busy with my "not-really-important" things. To say, I hate to do it. But my soul really loves to do it. Hays. Actually, there are still a lot of more important and most important things that I should do. Focusing in my studies and focusing with God everyday. But I don't know why I never want to do it seriously. :s What a Tania. I wish, I'm no longer will be like this. YES! Okay, time has passed, day has passed, weeks has passed, month has passed, and everything has passed so fast. Too much stories that I would tell here. But when I once starting to post a blog, my mind is blank -really don't know what to write and say-. Hmm, I love someone. But I really don't know does he love me or not. Okay, everyone will always someone who the...

Tomorrow will be Christmas! MERRY CHRISTMAS to everyone who read this! Tomorrow I'll have Christmas celebration at GMS :) Love yaa :* hmm, today's wish, I could have better Christmas than before... But actually, my heart is break now because I felt I'm not really absent in people's eyes who are actually I love them :'( GOOD NIGHT

I'm done in every exams that I had! Yeayyy! Let's party :p hahaha. I got 5remedials when the final examination has overed & I actually sad of it :( it just like I'm the only one who don't want to work hard for it! Geezzz! And left this week to have my schools & next week will be my holiday. Before, this week my school will have Christmas Celebration too. It's around 1hour for a Celebration. I wish I could bring my camera to take some photos there :))) WISMILAK! Haha. Then for my holidays, I've got list to do in these holiday already. I will re-smoothing my hair, celebrating Christmas at church, having some hang outs with friends, learning to drive car, & many more. And actually I wish I could buy some clothes too :) now, I should have a little by little change :pp wkwkwk. I love to see beautiful dress as I love everythings UNIQUE! But I wasn't that brave to have it :p hahaha. Okay, many days I've passed. And actually I'm kinda lazy to wri...

Really bored of today :( no one is around me today, no really no one :( i totally missed a lot of ppl now especially someone far there :'( how are yaa them? I missed them so really hen much >.

These days I got a lot of examination. hmph~ 'till idunno what should I do only in my school's stuffs. I even forget what should I do, I mean, what homework that I got. Tomorrow will be my BIOLOGY examination ad guess what? I even dunno about the topic that I learned :( BIOLOGY is really refers to a lesson where a lot of Latin words inside :( memorising Latin words should be really hard. Today, I've finished designing for my cell group photo. It wasn't looked great for me, but my dad and my young brother said it's nice. You could see the design here . Okay, I'm gonna tell you something what did I do while I felt nothing to do evryday and even everytime. I really love sending something like people called as "FOWARD message" but it was made by me & it surely different everyday. And I always write everything that I wanna shout in it but I only gave it for some people. And someone who I always give the message is Fumiko's Indonesian number. Yeah, ...

In this new school, i got a lot of problems in my studies :( I got no schedule for studying *because I was like that in the past* and I was so hardly to study just like clever students. Really, I got the lowest score ever in the class! It happened because I was placed in the clever class. Actually, I wish to moved. But then, when I've think for many times, it's God's answer for me. Huh, my lowest score is 0 and my highest score is 100 . But I owned more red-marks than black-marks. The minimum of the black-mark is 70 . Huah, really really low score, as you know. Yeah, I always keep calm everytime I got a red-mark in my examination. Because, crying for me is something useless. Why did I say about this? Because as you know, some clever student especially in the clever class , would be so broken / down when they know their score is low or red-marked. I don't want to be that kind of person, but I want to keep smiling and be thankful of what I got. Hopefully, I got some fri...

Wohooo, this time holiday is quiet long. It is one week for my holiday. Hahaha. Kinda nice yeah? But I have a job to do too during this holiday :'( I should guide my mom's shop while holiday and I just got 2 days for having fun with my families - refreshing - on Friday and Saturday. For my these 2 holidays, I went to the Kelang Beach, Tebeng, and Pantai Labu. Di Pantai Kelang, nae sampan ke jermal minta ikan. Waktu mau balik ke pantai, pas sampannya hampir sampai ke pantai, tiba" kita turun karena pasang surut. OMG!!! Pas kita jalan, rupanya ada batu karang! Hayuu~ harus pelan" jalan dan akhirnya aku yg terakhir nyampe. Uda itu, pas ge jalan mau ke pantai, cc w stengah jatuh. Dia ada bawa tas pula, jadi tasnya kena air juga. Dan hp yg disimpan ditasnya kena air jugag! Wahhh", mantebbb. Ada 6 hp pulak tuh. Untungnya sih hp aku gak kena. Hahaha. Seruuuuu mat, tapi uda males ah jalan ke pantai ge. Hwaaaa~ gak suka. Hehehe. Anw, aku dikasih cake kecil dari ii Ahiok u...

Huaha! I am so really very amazed of these two days -12th & 13th of August- that really brings alotof Medan people to know about my lovely ever Daddie Jesus GOD! It was an amazing event ever! INTERNATIONAL EVENT! Alotof people are coming in both days. I just got the result of how many of baptized soul and altar call. First day on 12th of August we got 579 of altar call and 140 people that baptized. The second day on 13th of August, we got 457 of altar call and 93 people that baptized. Great huh?? Yes, of course. Actually, i dun really know how was the event's situation. Cause i was at the back of the stage. But even for staying at the back of stage i've felt how really great is my Daddie. Dad, would U make a bigger thing than this? Cause not all of Medan wants to shout Ur name. Will U? i hope U'll. Hmm, i love YOU, my Dad...

Yesterday was my last day school at Prime One School. I was really sad to have that. My heart is really painful to have this. But what should I do? This is my last meeting. I couldn't meet my friends, even my bestfriends again. Kinda soooooooooooo sad. I hugged Ivy, Fumiko, Jessica, Venzy, Natalyn, Melika, Evelyn, Mellyani, Meta, Afliani - only that, that I remember - warmly and touching. Hope that I could really still in the connection with them. :'( But for me, I really missed something that I want. I'm not enough to see 'him' yesterday. hwaaa~ he is really a cool guy. But I don't like him and it's impossible for me to like him. And I was really shy when Fumiko's boyfriend - Pangeran - shouted that "HE SAID THAT HE LOVES TANIA". Omygoshhh, wad's that??? Why did he say that??? And he also mention his name. OhmyGOD. grrrr, okelah nope. It's okay. Just take it as my memories. But wish I could take picture with him - even I dunno anything...

I LOVE YOU MISTER BISCUIT... CRAZY OF YOU SO MUCH!!!!!

I ♥ the biskuaddd ... I ♥ YOU ... I ♥ my dudleesss ... I ♥ my families ... I ♥ my home ... Hayoo~ uda lama aku tak ngepostt... Miss it a lott lor... I'm having monthly examination now.. one week after my examination, I'll have my 1st final examination lol.. & i dun know why,, I want to learn to study my lessons.. Wooo.. Changing.. I must change.. That's what papa Jesus wants from me.. mm,, I'll try to be what I should be & reach my dream in the future.. Wish me LUCk.. =)

Whhooaa..!! Actually, the retest was not yesterday,, it was today -- THE FRIDAY -- hha.. Umm.. my score is quite nice.. From 36 becomes 82.5 .. Yaa,, but I'm not really sure that 82.5 will be my score,, but 60 will be my score.. Because yesterday she said that she wouldn't give 100 score if we get 100 in the retest.. Maybe she'll put 60 score if we got score above 60. hhadoo.. Alright.. When I was preparing to practise Bunda,, I borrowed s.Febi's mp4 but driOt took it. Hhuhh~ He can take everything what he want from others. He made me really annoying. then I just gave him.. He was forcing me to borrowed him 1st in the reason of I'll start Bunda song.. But last really last,, he didn't borrow me and just left it on the table.. Hhuhh.. What kinda of pepoll..!! Before I've my lunch, I was talkng a little bit about "him" with FiA & ViQ. Talking about "him" actually is really jealous thing for me.. I really ♥ "him" so much but my ...

My Picture with Talitha... wkwkwk.. Talitha,, Talitha..

exam is coming ordi .. ~ hikzzzz .. hikzzzz .. yahhhh .. tryin to do more now .. i dun knoe i do it or not .. hehess .. ~ ehhhh .. ~ i've been her fren now .. but ....... yahhhh .. dat happened yesterday .. around at 16.00 ,, ~ 16th Xeptember 2008 ,, at Prime One School's canal ,, n at the 4th floor when we'ld hev our Homeroom .. kakass .. ~ i'll keep diz moment here .. ^^ .. ~ hohohoho .. YES !!!!!! diz month is d first time i perform usin guitar !! yuhuuuu !!! thx JESUS .. u've given me chance to perform usin guitar .. Thx yahhhh .. n now .. i want to be serious in guitar .. n also ,, i wan to be serious innnnnnn ........ Thecnologyyyyyyyyyyyyy !!!!!!!! ~~~ i've been chosen as the student committee in technology .... thx frenzzz .. for d one who choose miii .. i'm rili thxful to u all .. ~ hehesss .. juz dat .. i onli wan to say dat .. hohohohoho ... bye n gbu .. ~~