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Hey everyone, life has passed by many happiness and sadness. Honestly, I miss blogging very much. But once I want to write a post, I will be so confuse what to write. Actually, I got many things to share. So so so so so so sooooooo many! And yeah, not a bad post as before. Last days, I used to post what I've passed with so bad days. And now, after being a SH2 student, my life is getting better and better 'till now. Last year, I think my bad day will end by moving from my old school. But because of the 4 years I have passed at my old school hasn't been really gone from my life, it was still making some effects though I have move to Methodist-2. SH1's life was still like I was at Prime One School, my old school. Being so alone, everything by alone, and other else. But it wasn't really bad as before. At least, it was better than that 4 years. And when I passed those processes, slowly but sure I do not act like the 4 years I have at POS. And now, I feel much much more b...

Halo everyone! How are you doing these days? Hmm, well, happy(s) and sad(s) passed day by day. Many problem comes to my life. Hmm, the most of the problems are related to my own self. I wish to be a better person and not being a person who is really crazy of "THE POSITION". I realize, that everything that I did is only to get a position. I hate doing that, honestly, but I don't know why I keep doing this in my past. Sometimes, I hate being myself. I feel that I'm useless. I shouldn't be in this world. But then, I wanna back to the basic again. I wanna be thankful for God has given me too much things as I have been in this world. He gave me everything perfectly for my needs and I'm enough of everything. Well, last Monday, exactly at the 1st of August, I went out at Cemara Asri with 3 of my siblings, my sister Viviana, Cindy, Cinthya by Ko Abok's car then with Ko Wawan, Ko Ronny, and Ko Albert to take photos for me, Ko Wawan, Ko Ronny, Ko Albert (maybe), Ko ...

I've now being a SH2 student, as what I've told you in the last post. I was entering 11science9 class. The one that moved to this class from X5 were me, Catherine, Kevin, Jacky, Calvin, and Fransiskus. It were only 6 of us that move. Hmm, Venzy got 11science7, Denny, Hazzel, and Jessica were in the 11science5 class. Then I asked to move class to the teacher incharge. Jessica also wants to move with me. We planned to move to 11science7 class, with Venzy. But then, only me that could enter that class, but Jessica, she can't. Actually, if someone from science7 class wanted to move to science5 class, Jessica will be surely could be able to move to science7 class. Ugh, so sad! I have a lot of problems since I've started my school. I will do my best for solving that problems. Wish me luck everyone :D I really got a lot of problems and I hope, those problems won't make me to have farer relation with God and fail in my study. I want to be good in my study. In faith, I shoul...

Tomorrow is the first day being as Senior High 2 student. Wish me luck. Bless me God. ILU

School will start soon. Can't wait to know where I'll be put in of class later. I'm now SH2 student, science student. Well, I was surprised that I'll entered science class. I wished I could study better to reach what I want. I wanna be a graphic designer and photographer! It's not as easy as people think to reach it. I'm surely sure that it will be so hard to be in that process. Erm, I heard that, a graphic designer need to be able in drawing skill. Okay, I am not able in it. I'm just able to create something like drawing too or something almost like an abstract that nobody has ever made it. Hmm, not really nobody maybe :p LOL. Okay, talking about some money that I need. Okay, my mom, as like me too is kindly stingy person. *sigh* My mom was really in mad when none of her children help her in her shop. Okay. Sorry mom. But one thing that I want her to know. I don't want to be there because I know, I'll just do useless things there. That's why I d...

Just have some arguments with my sister just now. Whatever. She's the one who didn't respond on me while I asked her something important to do tomorrow. Okay, I know, I was too mad and my voice sounded so high. That's me. And who made me to be like this? My surroundings. The people who are almost everyday with me. I'm like this because of them. But it was not their fault at all. The point is, in every problem, everybody has their own fault in every problems they got. And me, I'm someone who will care about the problem even in any condition, but if it's to complicated and even making me so stress, I'm gonna be out of this problem. It's by searching for the best way to end the problem that will make the problem ends faster and better the consequence will be worse. Sometimes I could still control that complicated and messed problems, but I can't control it if it's too far. Okay, let's just say it if it's too far and out of my ability. And ...

Today was my last day at school to study for my semester examination. On Monday, I'll have my semester exam already. Guess what? The first examination would be Math! Oh no! But hopefully I've studied my Math though only from last year semester examination paper. I wish I can do my examination so well. Hmm, these days are kinda busy. I've to do my school's stuffs & doing design for Youth Camp for 21st-23rd June later. I wish to have a big responsibility of it but I also want to keep focusing of what my priority is. Hmm, maybe June and July will be full of photographs. I planned to bring camera for Youth Camp, then will be a photographer for Cindy's 17th party, & maybe doing some photo shoots to have some skills. I should be doing good things for my holidays not wasting ones. Today, after having cell group with my church buddies, I planned to go to Cambridge to take pictures for modelling contest today. But it was cancelled because I'm going to my cousin...

I'm done in every exams that I had! Yeayyy! Let's party :p hahaha. I got 5remedials when the final examination has overed & I actually sad of it :( it just like I'm the only one who don't want to work hard for it! Geezzz! And left this week to have my schools & next week will be my holiday. Before, this week my school will have Christmas Celebration too. It's around 1hour for a Celebration. I wish I could bring my camera to take some photos there :))) WISMILAK! Haha. Then for my holidays, I've got list to do in these holiday already. I will re-smoothing my hair, celebrating Christmas at church, having some hang outs with friends, learning to drive car, & many more. And actually I wish I could buy some clothes too :) now, I should have a little by little change :pp wkwkwk. I love to see beautiful dress as I love everythings UNIQUE! But I wasn't that brave to have it :p hahaha. Okay, many days I've passed. And actually I'm kinda lazy to wri...

Hmm, these days I'm so lazy of updating this blog even I'm lazy to arrange the view. It has looked so bored now & I'm hardly to change the settings too. This is semester week & last weeks were my block examination week. I think, I'm not so good in answering those questions, but I hope the best from what I've learned. Please wish me luck for my examination :) I really don't know anymore with my physics :( really hard to solve the questions =.= I'm rarely text my friends now, I don't know why I could be bored of texting people. Maybe it was because I got no one to chat again? Hmm. My cell phone does really so quite. Haysss~ okay, I've owned my own camera optical -Canon 7D- and a big wish to have a lot of photos with me and Jessica, and even Fumiko. Hmm, now I'm really sleepy now. WIsh me luck always :))) :DDD in the JESUS name, we Pray. AMEN :)

Hi there? Miss me so much huh? A lot things I've done. And it's hard to tell u one by one :) the old Connect Group Youth 12 has just separated and borned a new leader, Novalisa. I really congrats to her :) she is back as a leader again as she has ever been a leader when we were Eagle Teens :) But I was not the same Connect Group with her anymore, I'm still the child of Ono :)) it's okay, nevermind :D This month is final examination month with December. I should study more lorr~ anyway, my scores have increases than last month :) thanks for Your blessing Dad :))) only some lessons that get lower score. Wish me luck for the final examination yaa :) GMS got some competitions to build our unity and to have some fun :) I wasn't joining any of it, but actually I want to join photography competition. But I think, it hasn't the time for me to join it. I'm gonna wait for my DSLR and I'll surely joining all photography competitions if it's not disturbing my sc...

Really bored of today :( no one is around me today, no really no one :( i totally missed a lot of ppl now especially someone far there :'( how are yaa them? I missed them so really hen much >.

Today is a really busy day actually. Having plus score for physics from Sir. Samar from Chapter 3, should study PKN for tomorrow's examination and doing my drawings. And I haven't finished all of them :(((((((((( I'm to great to say :( Huah! From yesterday, I study my PKN but 'till now I even don't understand it from the beginning and I have to study for around 20 pages of my book :( and lazily, I'm still could have some online now *really lazy person huh?* and now I'm typing really fast to have everything faster :))) Hahah, today, fumiko gives me her responds and all about what I was doing in for her :) sorry before yah Fumiko :) I've been really so wanting everything what I want :( and I always do a lot of silly plans :( I miss u really so much! Okay, I couldn't have more onlines :( cause my parents has gone home! BYE!

Whoa! It seems like, these days I post blogs yah :) Yes, it's true :) I gotta a lot of minds that I was think of and I don't know how to express it. Then I just write this blog, where I could take out some of my thoughts. Today, Monday, no flag raising ceremony, because it's gonna raining at that time. YES! But it's really useless, because I've brought my cap and tie :( it made my bag heavier *even I know it's not heavy when I put them*. I'm back to my Mafia course and I started to study more seriously. There got a new teacher :) a girl teacher. Haha. She's nice, hmm, clever too :) she's just 2years of college. When we were going home, my sister joined my cousins to go home, so I went home with her by becak and I stopped in front of Methodist-2's. Geez! My head was onced knocked by the becak's roof. So hurt. Then I almost almost fell down from the becak. At mom's shop, I was really tired. I went to toilet and when I'm gonna go back *I...

In this new school, i got a lot of problems in my studies :( I got no schedule for studying *because I was like that in the past* and I was so hardly to study just like clever students. Really, I got the lowest score ever in the class! It happened because I was placed in the clever class. Actually, I wish to moved. But then, when I've think for many times, it's God's answer for me. Huh, my lowest score is 0 and my highest score is 100 . But I owned more red-marks than black-marks. The minimum of the black-mark is 70 . Huah, really really low score, as you know. Yeah, I always keep calm everytime I got a red-mark in my examination. Because, crying for me is something useless. Why did I say about this? Because as you know, some clever student especially in the clever class , would be so broken / down when they know their score is low or red-marked. I don't want to be that kind of person, but I want to keep smiling and be thankful of what I got. Hopefully, I got some fri...

Lalalalala~ I've moved to my new school, Yeah! Nicenicenice school. I moved @ Methodist-2. I was a little bit surprise when I first time schooled there. I was placed in X5 class -ppl called it as a cleverest class- there. Ohooo, it was making me can't stand on. I think I shouldn't listed in that class. WHY? Because my scores are so low. Really low. Actually, I got a little bit worry about this. I was thinking how would I study later? I mean in the house. Cause as ppl have known, I'm lazy. welewele. Yayah, I'll try to have more concern in my lesson -that's my plan. I heard from outer students -the one who aren't X5 student- that X5 gets alotof arrogant student. But then, after some weeks I schooled, they aren't like what ppl said. Maybe this class is different than other "5" class. What I got is they are really co-operative. No groups in this class & that's what I hoped along 4years @ POS. Okay, I think I have nothing to be shared anymor...

I had my holiday now. Yeah, happy but not really. I'm bored of my holidays. I think, it's better I go somewhere with my friends. But I think, it'll waste my money. *HAHA* so I think my holiday is getting bored and bored :((( huah! This time, I just manage my moving school. I was received by Methodist2 school. And I've done it, just left a little bit things to be done :) Gehhh, I'm really tired of my holiday and even bored with it. Holiday activities are not really much. But while at school, I could do more activities that will really make me busy 'till I'm lazy to do it. Hmph~ many people say that holiday and school are both same. There's something that we'll dislike. But for me, school is better than holiday. Yeah, I prefer to be at school. At school, I could tell stories, having problems, sing, dance, and everything. While in the holiday, I just helping my parents, online, texting, etc. Just that :( boring huh??? Yeah, that's why I prefer sch...

Yesterday was my last day school at Prime One School. I was really sad to have that. My heart is really painful to have this. But what should I do? This is my last meeting. I couldn't meet my friends, even my bestfriends again. Kinda soooooooooooo sad. I hugged Ivy, Fumiko, Jessica, Venzy, Natalyn, Melika, Evelyn, Mellyani, Meta, Afliani - only that, that I remember - warmly and touching. Hope that I could really still in the connection with them. :'( But for me, I really missed something that I want. I'm not enough to see 'him' yesterday. hwaaa~ he is really a cool guy. But I don't like him and it's impossible for me to like him. And I was really shy when Fumiko's boyfriend - Pangeran - shouted that "HE SAID THAT HE LOVES TANIA". Omygoshhh, wad's that??? Why did he say that??? And he also mention his name. OhmyGOD. grrrr, okelah nope. It's okay. Just take it as my memories. But wish I could take picture with him - even I dunno anything...

I'm here telling about 1 month at school - primeoneschool - with everything NEW I got my class namedly NelsonMandela in jh3 level. It's located at the 6th floor of primeoneschool 's building. o my GOSH !!! It tells me that every Monday 'till Friday I must use stair to go to my class.. Hueee.. It must be very & really tiring !!! I've tried it everyday. It makes me so tired everyday.. Maybe I could lose 1/2 of my weight everyday. hhha.. NEW people; seniorhigh2 = KevinT , ..... ; seniorhigh1 = Intan , Wenny , Vivian, Tri, Alvin, Ivan, Ronny, Melissa, Melika, Jonathan, Harries, Koresi, Fredrick, Nicholas, & etc. ; juniorhigh3 = Derico, Mellyana . I don't memorize all NEW student. I just got almost all NEW student at 6th floor classes . I could see seniorhigh1 level gets many talented students. I'm amazed of it Many people like the opposite gender now I got NEW buddies to chat together - Kevin, Venzy, Ella, Vivi.Y - The students who was not the...

Long time no see.. 4 words for my dear POS friends. I miss them,, I ♥ them. My class was NM = Nelson Mandela.. Penerus cc wa.. hha. My HR teacher was s.Mauritz.. He was a calm and patient teacher but I ♥ him as my ♥ly HR teacher.. My class was on the lvl 6th now & it was so tired to go from lvl B to lvl 6th - I've tried it today.. NM was only consists 8 MG stdnts.. They were me, VenV, ViQ, Ella, Garvin, Kevin, Rizky, and Ninu. Ella & Garvin has been same class with me since I was E6, VenV, Kevin, & Ninu has been same class with me for 3 years.. hha. Gonna rili have fun with them. Actually, in my holidays I am waiting for someone who I rili like. The name is Z. I miss Z so much.. More than 1 month I've been waiting for Z. When I was holiday, I thought that I could meet Z somewhere else, but I couldn't meet Z during the holidays. So when I was back to school, I could meet Z. I rili miss Z. Yaa, maybe I know I've problem with Z, but I rili miss Z so much. When ...

Many things I've done in this week. Many activities I've done.. Talk, Laugh, Sing, PLay, and everything I have done.. Monday ~ : = rehearsal for PASD (POS Anual Sport Day) = = practising " BUNDA " for graduation = Tuesday ~ : = PASD = Wednesday ~ : = closing for PASD = = announcement for PASD winner = ~ congrats for GREEN Bear for winning PASD competition for the 1st time ~ = practising " BUNDA " for graduation = Thursday ~ : = Spelling competition = ~ congrats for Denny.Stevano as the 1st rank of spelling competition ~ ~ congrats for Jacklyn as the 2nd rank of spelling competition ~ ~ congrats for Andrew.Roy as the 3rd rank of spelling competition ~ = other games like PASD for JH-SH level = ~ congrats for BLUE team of winning the 3 games ~ ~ pity on my group ( RED team ) as the last rank of the game ~ ~ must think positive of the losing in my team ~ Friday ~ : = went to Grand.Angkasa for graduation for this saturday = ~ jh3 was right, i...