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Second examination has over. Yah, I'm now free than before. But I won't be free for so long because I should have to start to review all of the lessons from the first day I entered my new level 'till the newest topic the teacher teach. *sigh* School's stuffs never stop, huh? I planned to be able to download a lot of movies by browsing or copying friend's disc file into my hard disc then I will watch it whenever I want. But it's hard :( When I try to copy from my friend's disc, there are some or maybe it's have been so many problems about copying and watching it after I copied. Then, if I want to try to download the movie, it will take a long long long and so longgg time to download it. And it's hard to find Asian movies full episode to be download. And it has a lot of things needed to do to be able to download that movies. So, what do you think? Don't ever try to watch any movies? Haiz, I can't. Watching movies is my hobby, *not watching TV*....

I've now being a SH2 student, as what I've told you in the last post. I was entering 11science9 class. The one that moved to this class from X5 were me, Catherine, Kevin, Jacky, Calvin, and Fransiskus. It were only 6 of us that move. Hmm, Venzy got 11science7, Denny, Hazzel, and Jessica were in the 11science5 class. Then I asked to move class to the teacher incharge. Jessica also wants to move with me. We planned to move to 11science7 class, with Venzy. But then, only me that could enter that class, but Jessica, she can't. Actually, if someone from science7 class wanted to move to science5 class, Jessica will be surely could be able to move to science7 class. Ugh, so sad! I have a lot of problems since I've started my school. I will do my best for solving that problems. Wish me luck everyone :D I really got a lot of problems and I hope, those problems won't make me to have farer relation with God and fail in my study. I want to be good in my study. In faith, I shoul...

School will start soon. Can't wait to know where I'll be put in of class later. I'm now SH2 student, science student. Well, I was surprised that I'll entered science class. I wished I could study better to reach what I want. I wanna be a graphic designer and photographer! It's not as easy as people think to reach it. I'm surely sure that it will be so hard to be in that process. Erm, I heard that, a graphic designer need to be able in drawing skill. Okay, I am not able in it. I'm just able to create something like drawing too or something almost like an abstract that nobody has ever made it. Hmm, not really nobody maybe :p LOL. Okay, talking about some money that I need. Okay, my mom, as like me too is kindly stingy person. *sigh* My mom was really in mad when none of her children help her in her shop. Okay. Sorry mom. But one thing that I want her to know. I don't want to be there because I know, I'll just do useless things there. That's why I d...

Ah, this is only the third time I post a blog here since 2011. Hekkk. Okay, Idk what will I post. I'm just wanted & missing this blog alrdi. Day by day I've passed. Kinda lovely & bad moments were passed too. Haha. Okay, I'll just write how's me myself these days. Ahhhhh, I think I'm worse these days than before :( why? Because I'm really an insomnia addict-er -.- I sleep so lately and wake so lately in the free days. I sleep lately and sleep during my activities in school, private, and everywhere. Ahhh, what a disease that come by myself. I wished, you people who read this won't be like me and don't ever do it(!!!) If you've been addicted to this, you will be uncontrolled. I mean like, we won't do everything in the right time. The time we should study, we will use it to do useless stuffs. The time we should sleep, we will use it to do our important stuffs. The time we could have refreshing, we use it only to sleep. I'm trying to esca...

How are ya people? It has been so long that I didn't post anything in this blog. I missed it actually. But now, I feel like I don't have anytime again to post a blog. Actually, I'm not a busy person at all. But I always go busy with my "not-really-important" things. To say, I hate to do it. But my soul really loves to do it. Hays. Actually, there are still a lot of more important and most important things that I should do. Focusing in my studies and focusing with God everyday. But I don't know why I never want to do it seriously. :s What a Tania. I wish, I'm no longer will be like this. YES! Okay, time has passed, day has passed, weeks has passed, month has passed, and everything has passed so fast. Too much stories that I would tell here. But when I once starting to post a blog, my mind is blank -really don't know what to write and say-. Hmm, I love someone. But I really don't know does he love me or not. Okay, everyone will always someone who the...

Hi there? Miss me so much huh? A lot things I've done. And it's hard to tell u one by one :) the old Connect Group Youth 12 has just separated and borned a new leader, Novalisa. I really congrats to her :) she is back as a leader again as she has ever been a leader when we were Eagle Teens :) But I was not the same Connect Group with her anymore, I'm still the child of Ono :)) it's okay, nevermind :D This month is final examination month with December. I should study more lorr~ anyway, my scores have increases than last month :) thanks for Your blessing Dad :))) only some lessons that get lower score. Wish me luck for the final examination yaa :) GMS got some competitions to build our unity and to have some fun :) I wasn't joining any of it, but actually I want to join photography competition. But I think, it hasn't the time for me to join it. I'm gonna wait for my DSLR and I'll surely joining all photography competitions if it's not disturbing my sc...

Sighs~ Rupanya minggu nih banyak kali kerjaanku. I have a lot of things to do for this week! Lazy to mention them :( What a busy is that? I think, I'm not really gonna have a lot of rests this week :( should study more to improve my scores and average and wish I could have a better rank than before :) and I'm really shocked or maybe crazy of PHYSICS! Last week, I just had my physics examination for chapter 2. Then in this week on Wednesday, I'm gonna have something like examination for plus score about chapter3! Haisss~ I planned to study Chemistry and Math this week, but maybe it'll be canceled. Cause on Thrusday and Friday, I will have my PKN and Hostory test. Beneran bisa jadi gila tar. This is not my type. This is a really clever person type. And I was entering the wrong class. Oh NO! No, no, no! I shouldn't have this thoughts, I have to be thankful of GOD! REMEMBER THAT TANIA! Because what I wish is to be clever and I think this is the only way to be clever. Ha...

These days, I feel more problems in this world. 'Till my head couldn't be filled again and I have to cry :( actually it's not a cry, but it's a feeling where I can't express about. I wanna shout, I can't. I wanna everythings based on my wants, I can't. I wanna ignored it, but I can't too :( okay, I'm gonna just write everything that passes my mind... I think, I'm really not gonna open my heart for any opposite-sexs. Because, if it happens, I couldn't stop thinking of that person and the worse is when he doesn't like me, my head gonna think more about him :( thinking about any ideas that could make him love me :( I have my integrity and I should do it! This integrity should I keep really well 'till the end of school's life. I'm really so crazy about it. Whatever people said or what I think, I should do what I've promised. Aduh~ reall :( so really :( I shouldn't love someone! And actually I've loved a wrong person :(...

Being lonely i s really hate-able. I feel really empty now. I don't know how to do. I know, it's my fault that me myself couldn't owned a lot of friends :( then I get less close friends too :( I need my friend to cheers me everyday. Texting with them is really nice, if I could. I really feel lonely because my heart is really empty now. Yea, I mean of empty is I got no close friend to make a joke on me an me too. Actually I got some, but I couldn't really match with their jokes. I think, I'm not fated to own a lot of friends, but having a little friends-some of them are closed to me-is my fate of having friends. I don't know what I'm thinking about this. But this always happens since I were in elementary 6. Last, I have lots of friends and being so easy going person until elementary 5. But now, I am really changed yah? Really confused of that. I really hope for having a lot of friends because of many reasons. But if God wanted me to have a little one, okay, I...

Hmph~ I'm now not a Junior High 3 student. U know what I mean by saying this. Something will happen so GREAT. I dunno why I feel this. But for me, after I've passed my Junior level, everything will be change again. Honestly, something will happen to me too. If u could guess it, good then. But if u can't, I will tell u later. Actually it's hard for me to have this situation. It still a big problem to me :( I'm confused with all of this. I dun want to live there. But I also dun want to stay since I already have this for almost 4 years. It's hard for me to solve this problem. Even I will sure be there, but it still confusing me. I think, 'What should I do with it?'. Then my answer is only 'I should do it all for my futureLIFE'. ♥ what u will got, then everything is gonna be fine and walk by itself. Love the goods and love the bad ones too... Okeii, I've nothing to say anymore. One day, I'll post something for my dearest people in this world!...

I was happy in my last 2days examination class... It was class C... I was extremely happy there, caused I was the same class with him =DD... Ya, I know, it's nothing to be happy if I was the same class with him... But it is only once in my life to have that... I really miss him lol... I hope he is happy everyday with his GF now... Hmm, kinda a little bit stupii girl... Why I still love him, even he has GF already? & why I still love him, even he has make me really broke? He has lied to me for many times, but why I still love him? I should get another boy to be liked... But when I tried, I found no boy that fills my heart except him... =(( Hope u are always be fine... That's what I want to see from u...

Hwaaaa~ Sth. happen with me & my fren... I got problem... Actually it has finished already... But i miss him.. We've done many things before... Huhhh~ I'm alone now and i miss him.. It just like,, I always think of our memories everyday... Miss,, misss,, and missssss... Gonna talk with him,, but I can't... Everything has passed... HATE that!!! Boooo!!!

allowww .. meet again lorrrr .. kkkkkaaaaa.. mm .. juz like usual .. sometimes feel hepi .. sometimes feel bad .. lolssss .. hmmm .. i'm confuse now .. muz i move school nez 2 years ?? coz i rili feel un-comfortable at POS .. actually ,, i've promised to myself dat i won't move scul anymore .. butttt .... how yahhh ?? xo dizzy .. pliz giv mii answer yahh .. thenkk uu verry muaccchh !! GOD bless u ..