I found myself not able to sleep and it is 2 a.m. right now I don't know why it is like this, but then let me write some things that I really wish to spit out right now I kept thinking about how my life could be when I am a lucky one to be surrounded by wealthy people My mean, specially, in having a wealthy guy as my boyfriend and future husband Sometimes, I really wished to have that kind of guy A wealthy guy which means he could just do anything because he is rich but then he is still being humble How lucky I am if I could really have a guy like that Well, everyone of course will not reject it when they finally meet someone like that Rich and humble It's like everything is too perfect already It's like you are glad to be able to make your friends get jealous on you But then, I keep realizing myself I shouldn't be looking for that kind of things I should keep working hard to be able to pay all of my needs And of course I shouldn't be wishing to have that because I ...