taniaangel.

Purpose of life, something that I still don't have until today. Even if I do, I can't reach it. This is what you got when you are almost balance at almost everything. Because you have no specific things ypu really like to be achieved. And I am one of them. I am always this kind of so-so person. I may have many abilities, but actually, I never really get to mastered them deeply. I am good for almost everything, but I could never have been able to mastered them all. I have people around me, but they are still not strong enough to be the reason I want to live and to let them be my purpose of life. If you say that I am cruel and having no heart at all, well it's okay, I won't be mad. Everyone has been telling me, have your purpose of life. But I don't know how to be one. If I have this kind of friend, I would of course be confuse, and telling them that it's impossible to have no purpose of life. People who knows me will know how am I. They know that in my product...

Hello, Tania here. I won't be writing a lot of opening since what I'm going to say is hard to be explain. I don't know whether this is true or not, but I always have this feeling that there are some people that feel amazed and confused on how could I —still— stay with people who —clearly— are the type that not a lot of people wanted to be friend with. Hahaha, what a long sentence for the second paragraph. I am hard to explain who those people are, but they are the people who owned the characters that considered as negative characters, that somehow annoyed you. If you ask me, "could you stand that kind of person?", well I honestly will tell you that I couldn't. But how could you actually stand with that kind of person? The key is only to be a positive person. I know, I am not always a positive person, but I have always push myself to be one when I met those unique people. Annoyed? Of course. Any advantages? Of course no advantages. But why? Because they ...