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MAY I LOVE YOU AGAIN ??? Actually, I am still ♥ ♥ and ♥ you again... Gonna cry when you are so happy to be with her... But I couldn't cry... Because, if you are happy, I should be happy too... I texted you, but you never replied me... Do you know how sad it is? Do you know what am I feeling about it? Sometimes you are annoying... But I couldn't say that everyday... Because I am still love you... I have to suffer from all of this... I should be patient to wait for you... Waiting, waiting, and waiting... Hope you will be back... I'm trying to forget you, but I couldn't... Sad, sad, and sad... Today, I saw you talking with her... I saw it from the far side... I could see you even our distance is so far... Because only you that I see... Only you that will never lost from my mind... ....Welew... Pity me yahh... Waiting for someone who will maybe almost has a girl friend... .....TT.....

Hmm.. I have one thing I would like to do.. But I couldn't do it.. It hurts me everytime when I want to do it.. Really hurtttt... I want to texted him, but I know, he will be so arrogant now.. I miss him a lot.. I don't know how a lot it is.. I hope that he won't be that arrogant.. But what is the result is he is getting more, more, & more arrogant now.. Wanna forget him, but I couldn't.. I've never think about him, but sometimes he passes my mind.. Sometimes, he always makes me annoy.. I didn't like what he has done.. But my heart never feels annoy with it.. My heart is still keeping him inside it... Haeyaaah"~ thinking of him is hatenable things to do... TT... I think,, he got the NEW ones after leaving the other.. And this heart is still hurt when I know it.. HATE TO THINK OF YOU!!!!!!!!!

I think that you will back to me... But actually it's not... My GOD... I'm crazy of YOU lol!!!! I'm fine when I got no NEWs... But when I know u & her... This heart is very hurttsssss.... I've tried to forgot u... But I always can't do it... U keep passing my mind... Hope u know my feelings... It's hurt... & really hurt.... I've done many things to don't think about YOU.... Tapi gak bisa trussss.... SAKITTT tauuu...

I ♥ the biskuaddd ... I ♥ YOU ... I ♥ my dudleesss ... I ♥ my families ... I ♥ my home ... Hayoo~ uda lama aku tak ngepostt... Miss it a lott lor... I'm having monthly examination now.. one week after my examination, I'll have my 1st final examination lol.. & i dun know why,, I want to learn to study my lessons.. Wooo.. Changing.. I must change.. That's what papa Jesus wants from me.. mm,, I'll try to be what I should be & reach my dream in the future.. Wish me LUCk.. =)

Heya!!! Long time I've never update my blog... Ciakakakak... I miss blogging... wkwkwk... Many stories I've passed... Many NEWS that I got... Wkwkwk... ○○○ I'm so happy, last Sunday I've a walked with Fransisca Novia - my old fren - at Sun Plaza... Yeah,, kinda miss her so much... Wkwkwk... Even there was only me & her,, but I was so happy... We shared many stories that time... Ahahaha... ♥ her... ○○○ Mm... I'm now not broken-hearted anymore with him... Now I'm just jealous with him... It means,, I've forgotton him a little bit... Miss him.. ^^ ○○○ Yeayiiii... I'm so happy on 23rd & 24th of October... It's Promise Land time... wkwkwk.. Especially on 24th,, even I have to missed 3 songs,, but I was so happy with them that come to Yanglim Plaza... ○○○ Dave give me a good NEWs... wkwkwk... He'll come back to Medan tomorrow!!! Exactly tomorrow!!! (For the one who read this,, please dun tell anyone that Dave will come back to Medan... ...