taniaangel.

Time keeps going on, then feeling grows up or down, and our next action is decided from our own (hopefully) wise thought.  When I truly realized that I can't and I should't have everything for myself, I realized that I should make the best possible decision ever for my own condition. No decision will be perfect, but there will be decision that suits the most for me.  It all started from doing things at my best.  Then I will get varies of feedback; But the feedback that touched my heart, surely is special.  Nobody would be unhappy and not wanting more when something very good touches our heart.  But something happy does not always stay in a longer time,  sometimes the happiness might just stay for some years.  Here comes the taking-decision-role should take a part.  Whether do we decide to go for more, or decide to just let it stay as a feeling that comes in our life and just be casual (not doing more).  Making a decision mostly gives me hard ...

My last blog was 7th Feb 2021 and today is 6th Feb 2025. Wow, never thought that exactly 4 years later after my last blog, I write on this blog again.  This is my oldest platform that I use in my early internet play and still, until now.  Of course, I am so embarrassed of my first blog and the next blogs.  I also think of editing or removing those writings. But this is life, our life will get more advance as we get older. Up until now, I am still in the same decision; to not delete my post just because I am embarrassed. I want people to accept who they are by not deleting my old posts. I want people to know that it is even better if we could just keep our old posts so that other people will also treasure their younger-self doings.  I want people to know that it is very okay if other people see our failures. I want people to know that failures aren't something to be ashamed of, but failures are very normal thing and everyone should experience failures.  So that, ...