I am here just trying to live well and it doesn't mean that i will always be a very kind person because i live to keep my life, not to keep others' wishes in me. I have bunches of peoplas that i love and still loving 'em although in the acknowledgement of they are not just coming but also leaving. But still, they are how my heart were made of. So many times that i was being played by others, yet also so many times i forgave the player, why? I dunno, i have always felt that, i love them and i wanna them to feel my love. Then, for those player who never wanted to realize and change, at the end they are playing with my kindness again. For the night has come in the middle of the time, i will end my jotting here and have a good moment in my head. I tell you, once i meet you and i feel moved of you, since then, i will always love you. God blesses you, as always. E N D