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Writing

It has been years that I am writing my blog and even I have loved to write since many years ago. Since the first time of writing, there are a lot of posts about my problem more than my thankful post, yesh I knew and I realized. Then why am I still writing when I am in a problem though I knew that I have been posting my problems in social media and it's not good ? It is because, this is the last choice I will do when I feel like nothing will really understand what I feel. So what about people's view about me doing like this, if you ask ? Well, I don't really care about what they thought of me because I knew, they are people who really keep their image close. Here I am trying to tell you that, I just wanted to be overt (open-self) and I want people to know how is my life. I am not showing off, please do not think as like that. I  just want to bring you to imagine while reading my post, what will you think and do when you are in the same situation wi

I don't know when

I don't know when will all this stop I don't know when will I stop looking I don't know when will I stop liking I don't know when will I stop waiting I don't know when will I stop staring I don't know when will I stop pretending I don't know when will I stop jealousing I don't know when will I stop thinking I don't know when will I stop searching I don't know when will I stop feeling sad I don't know when will I stop sleeping so late I don't know when will I stop questioning myself And I don't know when will you be back for me. But one thing for sure, I have been trying to be busy and forget everything but still this heart can't stop. E N D