Right now, I have some spare time to do something but I can't do anything at all. Not because I am limited in some things. But because, I have too much to do. I decided to get out from my parents' clothes retail business on February but yesterday I was asked to keep helping the business as I still have nothing to do to earn money. I am stuck all this time and I can't keep continuing this thing. I freaking want to start from zero with no one intrudes my life. But at the same time, it's hard for me to say no when I was asked to help. Right now, I have a lot of things to do but I don't know which one should I start first. Because everything is needed to be done soon. I have too much task to do. And in the end, I got panicked and I am angry of myself. I think of rejecting what my parents asked me to do. I should not stay longer there because I need to do so, if not, I won't be greater than I am today. I should live my life, not others life. It's not that I don&#