taniaangel.

Every human should be able to choose from some choices. As human, we grow to learn to be able to choose the right choice. Then, to tell you, from what i am thinking right now, we should decide our choice mostly by our happiness, then priority, and finally for other people's sake. Why am i stating like that? First of all, happiness from what i said didn't mean a happiness for a short time, it is about a happiness for the future. And why happiness? it is because nobody could make you happy more than yourself, because everyone should do another things to make themselves happy too. Next about priority. After we've decided based on our happiness, it becomes a responsibility for us. Which means, we should keep being loyal of what we are doing although we are bored of doing those happiness things. Everybody knows that although we love everything that we do, still there is a time where we are all realized that why should we be loving this jo

So now i am drawning into sadness Feeling about those people one by one Imagining how hard the life that they've been through All the pain that they kept all these times They wish to speak those emotion out but they couldn't Someone they need to share all those happenings But to find one who really understands is a little chance Confuse who should they tell first from most of the closest and hoping that, to choose that friend as first won't be disappointing Wanting that friend to understand all the shares we've told Sometimes, everything didn't turn out to be what we wanted There are times when that trusted friend has disappointed us Knowing that happened, we're afraid to trust more Then soon we became close-hearted where we hardly to share Still, there will always be a wish to find a trusted one But in the other side, we are afraid that the same one might happen Then it all becomes complicated We need someone to trust to

I am tired of all these things coming to my life but i couldn't loosen my laughter . Wishing to spit everything out but i know if i spit them out again , i will get those extremely uncontrol-able emotional again. Hoping there is some help from people but i realized that it's not their problem and i shudn't let them feel much of my problem. Oh Dear God, in only You i could express all of them. I know You read how my heart is writing I know You will cover my heart. E N D