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Okay, I write blog today. Actually I don't want to blogging today. But when I tried to open audition, I got a little bit bad feelings to not open audition. Alright, wanna open FS, but I'll do nothing. Wanna open FB, it'll not be really fun for me.. Open twitter, just write my status.. So, I choose to make blog today.. Write sth. here. Today,, don't know why I've bad feeling. Very bad.. In the school, I was happy with my frens.. But in my heart, still I feel so bad today.. Don't know why.. But I'm confuse with it. I think, this night will make me so happy today. I hope everything that I want will I have this night. But what I got, I just got nothing this night. I hope, someone will sms me & ask my condition. But what I got is only 1 sms that wrote about good night to me. Really annoynig things what I've got. I think "rujak" will sms me, but it was not happen. I think "rujak" can not be close to me. Because of what, I think everybod

Long time no see.. 4 words for my dear POS friends. I miss them,, I ♥ them. My class was NM = Nelson Mandela.. Penerus cc wa.. hha. My HR teacher was s.Mauritz.. He was a calm and patient teacher but I ♥ him as my ♥ly HR teacher.. My class was on the lvl 6th now & it was so tired to go from lvl B to lvl 6th - I've tried it today.. NM was only consists 8 MG stdnts.. They were me, VenV, ViQ, Ella, Garvin, Kevin, Rizky, and Ninu. Ella & Garvin has been same class with me since I was E6, VenV, Kevin, & Ninu has been same class with me for 3 years.. hha. Gonna rili have fun with them. Actually, in my holidays I am waiting for someone who I rili like. The name is Z. I miss Z so much.. More than 1 month I've been waiting for Z. When I was holiday, I thought that I could meet Z somewhere else, but I couldn't meet Z during the holidays. So when I was back to school, I could meet Z. I rili miss Z. Yaa, maybe I know I've problem with Z, but I rili miss Z so much. When

Since the holiday, I was not arranging my blog, even I plan to arrange it. Huyuh~ I'm so lazy to do it. Special for today, I want to tell something about someone who I rili miss. He was Vid. He leaved Medan city on 28th of June. He was going to S'pore & will continue his education there. I will miss him so much. Yaa,, before that, I was very and extremely so sad. But I musn't be this ego, I must understand him too. Yaa. Actually I'm so glad that he can has his better education there. Yaa,, I was so rili happy to see him continue his edu there. But since that, I also know that I must try to look for other friend to be my friend everyday. But it's hard for me to find friends. I know,, many people could say finding friends is easy. But for me,, it's rili hard to find friends. I try so hard to look for fren who will not ignore me. Yaa, it is rili hard to find fren. I dun want Vid to leave me as my other best frens who ever leave me for so many times. Vid was kin