Everybody will always be full of wondering thoughts when they realize having a special feeling for a person. And all worries are out into the thoughts. Wondering is it right to have a special feeling for that person? Should I start trying? How should I start it from? "Oh gosh, thinking of that burns me out a lot." What if I am only one-sided? Oh my, it will ashamed me if I am really one-sided. What if I am behaving wrong just from my first start? That sure would create a bad impression don't you think? All over the thoughts, you will prefer to just stay in the silence and not starting anything. Hoping that this thing will fade away soon. But by that, things have never been better, and of course have never been worse too. The feeling stays. What a rollercoaster thoughts. You know you should try. But the pride you have closes your way to start trying. *Sigh* Things become complicated when thinking about the pride and the ashamed feeling. You end up being more-fire-up b