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OMGehhhh! What a person! Why should I have to be a forgetful person? I forgot about something very important that I should do today! Aaaaaaaaaaaa! Please God, I don't wanna be like this. I shouldn't be like this. Aish :( Can you imagine? I have agreed to take photo of -I don't know- competition where my school was the winner and I was going to take the photo of them with the trophy. We planned to do it at 2 in the afternoon after my Computer Lab and I totally forgot it and I just realize it right around 9 p.m! Gahhhhhhhhhhh! OMG OMG OMG! And my camera was left at the school. See? How a forgetful person am I? Not only once, this forgetful habit has been happened for so many times and I feel so NOT for this happening! :( This is really my depression. Hikosss. TT Okay, will end this post now. Pray for me to not be like this anymore, AMEN. God BLESS!

Finally, I have my time to update this blog. Since last Saturday I kept saying "I want to update my blog" 'till now. Last Saturday went to GOR Samudra to watch the final DBL competition where Methodist-2's basket ball team was the one who entered the final of this competition VS Sutomo 1. GOR Samudra was full of people and I guessed, even the chairs were all not enough for the audiences. I still remembered at that time my shirt was so smelly. *ugh* But then, Methodist-2 lost. For me, though they didn't win, at least that was their best. And I felt very satisfied of them. At first, their score were 9, while Sutomo has already reach 40s points. But at last the score was 84-54 and Sutomo as the winner. The team cried out loud because they couldn't reach the first place and couldn't make the school proud of them. Just imagine, all of them cried. I was like "c'mon, be patient. You will have another better day than this", but when I saw them more,

Today, having Math examination -_- As usual, my Math teacher's questions are all so hard questions and also none of the questions I studied yesterday. But then I tried to do them but then I couldn't. I asked from my friend how to do it. When I've known already, still I couldn't find the final answer and it became a lot of digits on the paper. Then I asked the other friend for the answer, and after she gave it to me, I couldn't understand it. So I just gave it to the other friend who needed that paper and (I don't know why) I was so not to that person. *sigh* Last, I erase all of my answers and let my questions only on the paper. Though I felt sad, but then I didn't feel stupid.

Well, as you all have read from my previous entries, I was so busy and until now keep busying. When one has done or even not yet done, the other one comes again. And it keep repeating all the time. And one thing I always felt about. Why everything always comes and most of them is something a must for me? I was about so stressful to think about it. Sometimes I really need to have rest of this mind. But I couldn't. Once I stopped accepting a job, the other job comes to me. And that other job I have no choice to ignore it. It has always been like that every time. And I don't have a really good time to do what I'm specialize and happy of. My head is about to keep exploding all the time. It's hard to tell you what things that I should do only. So, it's hard to share to even a person for this. And I really think that a lot of people want to chase for a lot of things so that they also need a lot of people's helps. Well, I am willing to help but the thing that is hard

Heyhaaa, I miss blogging so much 'til now and I just able to write some words today. Been so busy of school's stuffs and so impossible for me to open laptop to just post new entry here at almost midnight. I've been went home so late these days and even if I opened laptop, I will only able to arrange photos for some needed stuffs. And hard for me to write because I could write new entry until 4 hours *can you imagine it?*. Well, I will be telling you about the workshop that I have posted to you the design. Yes, it's What's Next Workshop. 1st day of school -Monday- I didn't come to school but I still came to school by my usual clothes and met Pak Malaoe there. I told him the design has done and he asked me to bring the printed on Tuesday. I was shocked and telling him that I don't know that it should be me who print it. And finally it has been printed and I gave that poster to an office where it is teacher's office who work as someone discipline the school