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This is my first day of my holiday. Do u know what? Today, I only stay at home for this one whole day. Yeah, great. No going out to anywhere. But staying at home is not really nice. I must do House stuffs again. Hehehe. But I done it well. Good job for me =DD. These days I'm not really miss him LOL. But yet I missed him a little bit. Hmm, I saw that maybe he is in stress mode because he got a little bit problem with his girl. Piuhhh~ I hope he is really fine. I ♥ U, I ♥ HIM, I ♥ EVERYBODYY

I was happy in my last 2days examination class... It was class C... I was extremely happy there, caused I was the same class with him =DD... Ya, I know, it's nothing to be happy if I was the same class with him... But it is only once in my life to have that... I really miss him lol... I hope he is happy everyday with his GF now... Hmm, kinda a little bit stupii girl... Why I still love him, even he has GF already? & why I still love him, even he has make me really broke? He has lied to me for many times, but why I still love him? I should get another boy to be liked... But when I tried, I found no boy that fills my heart except him... =(( Hope u are always be fine... That's what I want to see from u...

I LOVE YOU MISTER BISCUIT... CRAZY OF YOU SO MUCH!!!!!

MAY I LOVE YOU AGAIN ??? Actually, I am still ♥ ♥ and ♥ you again... Gonna cry when you are so happy to be with her... But I couldn't cry... Because, if you are happy, I should be happy too... I texted you, but you never replied me... Do you know how sad it is? Do you know what am I feeling about it? Sometimes you are annoying... But I couldn't say that everyday... Because I am still love you... I have to suffer from all of this... I should be patient to wait for you... Waiting, waiting, and waiting... Hope you will be back... I'm trying to forget you, but I couldn't... Sad, sad, and sad... Today, I saw you talking with her... I saw it from the far side... I could see you even our distance is so far... Because only you that I see... Only you that will never lost from my mind... ....Welew... Pity me yahh... Waiting for someone who will maybe almost has a girl friend... .....TT.....

Hmm.. I have one thing I would like to do.. But I couldn't do it.. It hurts me everytime when I want to do it.. Really hurtttt... I want to texted him, but I know, he will be so arrogant now.. I miss him a lot.. I don't know how a lot it is.. I hope that he won't be that arrogant.. But what is the result is he is getting more, more, & more arrogant now.. Wanna forget him, but I couldn't.. I've never think about him, but sometimes he passes my mind.. Sometimes, he always makes me annoy.. I didn't like what he has done.. But my heart never feels annoy with it.. My heart is still keeping him inside it... Haeyaaah"~ thinking of him is hatenable things to do... TT... I think,, he got the NEW ones after leaving the other.. And this heart is still hurt when I know it.. HATE TO THINK OF YOU!!!!!!!!!

I think that you will back to me... But actually it's not... My GOD... I'm crazy of YOU lol!!!! I'm fine when I got no NEWs... But when I know u & her... This heart is very hurttsssss.... I've tried to forgot u... But I always can't do it... U keep passing my mind... Hope u know my feelings... It's hurt... & really hurt.... I've done many things to don't think about YOU.... Tapi gak bisa trussss.... SAKITTT tauuu...

I ♥ the biskuaddd ... I ♥ YOU ... I ♥ my dudleesss ... I ♥ my families ... I ♥ my home ... Hayoo~ uda lama aku tak ngepostt... Miss it a lott lor... I'm having monthly examination now.. one week after my examination, I'll have my 1st final examination lol.. & i dun know why,, I want to learn to study my lessons.. Wooo.. Changing.. I must change.. That's what papa Jesus wants from me.. mm,, I'll try to be what I should be & reach my dream in the future.. Wish me LUCk.. =)

Heya!!! Long time I've never update my blog... Ciakakakak... I miss blogging... wkwkwk... Many stories I've passed... Many NEWS that I got... Wkwkwk... ○○○ I'm so happy, last Sunday I've a walked with Fransisca Novia - my old fren - at Sun Plaza... Yeah,, kinda miss her so much... Wkwkwk... Even there was only me & her,, but I was so happy... We shared many stories that time... Ahahaha... ♥ her... ○○○ Mm... I'm now not broken-hearted anymore with him... Now I'm just jealous with him... It means,, I've forgotton him a little bit... Miss him.. ^^ ○○○ Yeayiiii... I'm so happy on 23rd & 24th of October... It's Promise Land time... wkwkwk.. Especially on 24th,, even I have to missed 3 songs,, but I was so happy with them that come to Yanglim Plaza... ○○○ Dave give me a good NEWs... wkwkwk... He'll come back to Medan tomorrow!!! Exactly tomorrow!!! (For the one who read this,, please dun tell anyone that Dave will come back to Medan...

Hwaaaa~ Sth. happen with me & my fren... I got problem... Actually it has finished already... But i miss him.. We've done many things before... Huhhh~ I'm alone now and i miss him.. It just like,, I always think of our memories everyday... Miss,, misss,, and missssss... Gonna talk with him,, but I can't... Everything has passed... HATE that!!! Boooo!!!

long time no posting.. I miss it so much.. hhe

HAPPY SEPTEMBER !!! It's September... A month where many people's birrthdays are here.. hhaaa.. Gonna say happy bdae to all of 'em.. September: 1st = m.stepi , agies, hendy tan 2nd = danson tang 3rd = no one.. (TT) 4th = digna 5th = m.meliana 6th = bryana 7th = vivian , k.hendri 8th = sakti , k.andreas, c.steffi 9th = HAPPY 9-9-9 10th = diva , khennardy sutanto , lidya 11th = venzy vinnesia , s.surya , sufiny 12th = a.mimi , enro 13th = firsty , k.vritz 14th = irwanto 15th = ricky , intan , s.tim, ruthanie 16th = kael, clarinda , c.inne , albert tanoto 17th = fernanda , stashia 18th = meta , c.celena , kenny k 19th = blankkk 20th = m.putri , jesslyn 21st = maria sinambela, elisa, militia 22nd = fernando 23rd = ivory, wilfred, kevin khoman , c.misandary, c.lia 24th = wisodo, c.marni 25th = anyone registered ? 26th = me(tania), wilson 27th = yolanda, della angkiat 28th = still scanning.. 29th = vivi yolanda, jenni andriani 30th = freddy jovian.. That

Yeayiiiiii ooooooo.... Dave has come back from Spore.. Miss him a lot.. He said apologize to me because he was so busy & that makes us can't has any connection.. He just came back on last Saturday, 5th September.. I hope we could meet this time.. I really miss him.. He should tell me many things about him at Spore.. wkwkwk.. 19 days more will be my day.. It will be on Saturday. I must be happy that time later.. wkwkwk.. Hope I will get what I wanted. I need it and I hope for it.. I'm gonna say goodbye to my frens.. Not meant by I'll leave them, but I'll just do some far connection with them.. I think, I'm not match to be with them anymore.. So I planned to be in other society.. I'll post their picture next time..

I got problem yesterday & its made me feeling bad. Really bad. I got a big problem with her yesterday.. I've said sorry to her for everything, but I think she wasn't accept it full-heartedly.. So while in the school, she was not talking with me, even smile also.. Then I waited, waited, & waited for her sms-hoping she will sms me first as she has accepted my apologize. But then she doesn't send any sms to me.. 'm still waiting for her sms.. Last.. When I was online, and she was online too, she said that she sent me a sms.. Huff~.. Finally she accept my apologize... Miss her so much.

Miss my frens a lot.. Even we are seperated now, but i will always miss them lols.. But idk, do they miss me too ? hmm.. I just relieze that.. Actually, I and my sister is just like frens in siblings. Last, I really think that frens are the 1st, then next is my family. mm.. but think after all, I've relieze, family is the 1st.. And who made me relize of that ? It's my sister.. She told me everything about herself, her opinion, and my attitudes. She told me wad has happened to her & I learn sth. if she tell me a useful story.. And yet,, this is viviana...

I'm here telling about 1 month at school - primeoneschool - with everything NEW I got my class namedly NelsonMandela in jh3 level. It's located at the 6th floor of primeoneschool 's building. o my GOSH !!! It tells me that every Monday 'till Friday I must use stair to go to my class.. Hueee.. It must be very & really tiring !!! I've tried it everyday. It makes me so tired everyday.. Maybe I could lose 1/2 of my weight everyday. hhha.. NEW people; seniorhigh2 = KevinT , ..... ; seniorhigh1 = Intan , Wenny , Vivian, Tri, Alvin, Ivan, Ronny, Melissa, Melika, Jonathan, Harries, Koresi, Fredrick, Nicholas, & etc. ; juniorhigh3 = Derico, Mellyana . I don't memorize all NEW student. I just got almost all NEW student at 6th floor classes . I could see seniorhigh1 level gets many talented students. I'm amazed of it Many people like the opposite gender now I got NEW buddies to chat together - Kevin, Venzy, Ella, Vivi.Y - The students who was not the

Tan : Daveeee.. uda sombong ia.. hweee.. ~ Vids : Gk la Png ne wa Tan : knapa kmu pening ? Vids : blajar oo Tan : Wee.. aku gnggu kmu gk ? hweee... Vids : ya gtu" de Tan : oo... aku gnggu.. Yda de.. udahin ajah dolo.. w gk mo gnggu u o.. Vids : oW Tan : O ia.. w mo blg a.. mo tnya sehh.. Vids : tnya apa Tan : kok kmu ndak cari akuh ? Weee..~ ku pkr klo kmu ol kmu mo chat sma akuh.. Vids : ow liat OOo wa Jga Lgi pNg Tan : hyh~.. lemes amad kmuh.. Yda de.. Aku mo crita bnyk" sma kmuh.. tpi kmu na gg bsa.. next time ajah klo kta mase connect, w bru kasi tw.. dadadadadahhhhhhhhhh ~ Vids : ok de Tan : =( Vids : pai" Hwaaaa.. my connection with him become so farrr.... Just like me with stranger..

Sometimes I ♥ my life,, but sometimes I hate my life too. I could see many frens in my life, but I couldn't find a really loyal best fren for me.. I have ever had best frens, but now I must leaved them because I have to move to primeoneschool. Then I passed my school with many negative thingkings just because I hate that school. When I was in jh1 , I found my old fren - David Lionardi =VL= - as my best fren. Okai... Sometimes I shares my days with him until I was in jh2 .. Then in jh2 I thought of sth. It is impossible for me to really shares everything to him. Because - as you know - he is boy & I'm girl.. We are different.. First I believe that - many people say - it's okay if a boy & a girl are best fren.. But when I think more about our relationship, I can't say that he is my best fren. Okay,, I know he makes me as his best best fren & I really appreaciate that. But 1 thing that I relieze is he is not as what he has said.. Sorry, I can't accept y

Okay, I write blog today. Actually I don't want to blogging today. But when I tried to open audition, I got a little bit bad feelings to not open audition. Alright, wanna open FS, but I'll do nothing. Wanna open FB, it'll not be really fun for me.. Open twitter, just write my status.. So, I choose to make blog today.. Write sth. here. Today,, don't know why I've bad feeling. Very bad.. In the school, I was happy with my frens.. But in my heart, still I feel so bad today.. Don't know why.. But I'm confuse with it. I think, this night will make me so happy today. I hope everything that I want will I have this night. But what I got, I just got nothing this night. I hope, someone will sms me & ask my condition. But what I got is only 1 sms that wrote about good night to me. Really annoynig things what I've got. I think "rujak" will sms me, but it was not happen. I think "rujak" can not be close to me. Because of what, I think everybod

Long time no see.. 4 words for my dear POS friends. I miss them,, I ♥ them. My class was NM = Nelson Mandela.. Penerus cc wa.. hha. My HR teacher was s.Mauritz.. He was a calm and patient teacher but I ♥ him as my ♥ly HR teacher.. My class was on the lvl 6th now & it was so tired to go from lvl B to lvl 6th - I've tried it today.. NM was only consists 8 MG stdnts.. They were me, VenV, ViQ, Ella, Garvin, Kevin, Rizky, and Ninu. Ella & Garvin has been same class with me since I was E6, VenV, Kevin, & Ninu has been same class with me for 3 years.. hha. Gonna rili have fun with them. Actually, in my holidays I am waiting for someone who I rili like. The name is Z. I miss Z so much.. More than 1 month I've been waiting for Z. When I was holiday, I thought that I could meet Z somewhere else, but I couldn't meet Z during the holidays. So when I was back to school, I could meet Z. I rili miss Z. Yaa, maybe I know I've problem with Z, but I rili miss Z so much. When

Since the holiday, I was not arranging my blog, even I plan to arrange it. Huyuh~ I'm so lazy to do it. Special for today, I want to tell something about someone who I rili miss. He was Vid. He leaved Medan city on 28th of June. He was going to S'pore & will continue his education there. I will miss him so much. Yaa,, before that, I was very and extremely so sad. But I musn't be this ego, I must understand him too. Yaa. Actually I'm so glad that he can has his better education there. Yaa,, I was so rili happy to see him continue his edu there. But since that, I also know that I must try to look for other friend to be my friend everyday. But it's hard for me to find friends. I know,, many people could say finding friends is easy. But for me,, it's rili hard to find friends. I try so hard to look for fren who will not ignore me. Yaa, it is rili hard to find fren. I dun want Vid to leave me as my other best frens who ever leave me for so many times. Vid was kin

Many things I've done in this week. Many activities I've done.. Talk, Laugh, Sing, PLay, and everything I have done.. Monday ~ : = rehearsal for PASD (POS Anual Sport Day) = = practising " BUNDA " for graduation = Tuesday ~ : = PASD = Wednesday ~ : = closing for PASD = = announcement for PASD winner = ~ congrats for GREEN Bear for winning PASD competition for the 1st time ~ = practising " BUNDA " for graduation = Thursday ~ : = Spelling competition = ~ congrats for Denny.Stevano as the 1st rank of spelling competition ~ ~ congrats for Jacklyn as the 2nd rank of spelling competition ~ ~ congrats for Andrew.Roy as the 3rd rank of spelling competition ~ = other games like PASD for JH-SH level = ~ congrats for BLUE team of winning the 3 games ~ ~ pity on my group ( RED team ) as the last rank of the game ~ ~ must think positive of the losing in my team ~ Friday ~ : = went to Grand.Angkasa for graduation for this saturday = ~ jh3 was right, i

Whhooaa..!! Actually, the retest was not yesterday,, it was today -- THE FRIDAY -- hha.. Umm.. my score is quite nice.. From 36 becomes 82.5 .. Yaa,, but I'm not really sure that 82.5 will be my score,, but 60 will be my score.. Because yesterday she said that she wouldn't give 100 score if we get 100 in the retest.. Maybe she'll put 60 score if we got score above 60. hhadoo.. Alright.. When I was preparing to practise Bunda,, I borrowed s.Febi's mp4 but driOt took it. Hhuhh~ He can take everything what he want from others. He made me really annoying. then I just gave him.. He was forcing me to borrowed him 1st in the reason of I'll start Bunda song.. But last really last,, he didn't borrow me and just left it on the table.. Hhuhh.. What kinda of pepoll..!! Before I've my lunch, I was talkng a little bit about "him" with FiA & ViQ. Talking about "him" actually is really jealous thing for me.. I really ♥ "him" so much but my

Yoooooooooooooo!!!!!!! Saya merdekaaaaa!!!!!!!!!! I'm FREEEEEEEEEEE oooo... That was the song created by =Tania. Angel= of course. hha.. Ive passed all of my examination for this 2008 - 2009 school year. MERDEKA !!!! Today,, planning for going to SP.. But it was canceled because whole class was BOKEQ -- empty wallet -- and will replace by on Sunday in the Farewall celebration. mm.. I'll be missing it. ♥ it. But I'm thinking about one thing that is impossible happen later for me. I will be ignored by my class -- again --,, I dun want it happens to me this Sunday. Hoping JC bless me always and they will come to me and of course I'll come to them too. Alright. actually I got bad news from my Matematika teacher -- m.Jan --,, then tomorrow I'll have my retest.. Welhh~.. It's my freedom time for tomorrow.. mm.. dun know lahh.. wedee.. after last exam,, I want to have my lunch. I went down before the bell for lunch is ringing and was scolded by s.An.. I entered the MPH

My Picture with Talitha... wkwkwk.. Talitha,, Talitha..

Halloo !!! I come back to my school again as usual.. Wle.. hhayy. I feel very estatic today because of the happening in my lunch time.. It will be my "Expert,, Special lunch vor today". As always I always go down faster to take my catering and line up to take some extra foods -- and also to not be left by my tablemates. When I was line up, my tablemates ask me to take fruit salad for them -- as always-- and take much for them. I take much fruit salad for them. When I've arrived to my table,, they just take a little bit of the salads and left it to me. Hyh~.. Annoyinghh.. But then I give it to other table. We've the lunch together, talking together. And last,, all of them left me and even one of them don't say any "Bye-Bye" word to me. Everybody has gone, just left me sitting there and it has been almost 1 year thats happening. Last,, my next table was calling me to sit with them. They say that better to move at their table and talk together.

Hhoee.. Exam has over. Feelin a little bit calmm. Next week is semester exam oo. wedeeew. I must prepare everything now. hha. Tomorroe will be holidayy.. & I must prepare everything now.. Making DIARY,, and anything else. ♥ & miss my school. U kno,, I feel sth. dat makes me feel bad mood. Last Monday, many of my class feel so happy because of going to Sun Plaza last Saturday. I felt dat time,, that everybody in my class were invited,, except me. & from their acting,, I kno that VA dat invited them vor her b'dae party. OMG !! When I asked everybody about dat,, they don't want to be honest to me. I was so sad. That's all dhee.. Sadddd.. whelleee

"Healthy place is needed by everybody" "Un-maintained houses" "The Society" See this photograps ? wle.. I'll give u some stories / memory bout dis photo. Yesterday, was the last day for submiting the photographs. hyh~ I was so dissapointed. I didn bring my photographs just because the studio didn knoe wad's 10R size is it. Then I tried to coaxing with m.Ivan to give me chance. After the 1st Break Time, she asked me to call my dad. I tried to call him,, "Dad, can u help me today ?" "Yes, wad is it ?" "Can u print the photo that I asked u to print yesterday -- the memory is on the computer's table at house -- & send it to my skul ?" "Impossible I do that !! U knoe the distance from my place to ur skul is so far right? I can't" "But Plisss.." "I can't send the pic to u. I have to do sth. again" "Alright, alright" -- Tuutt,, ttuttt,, tutttt -- Then,, from the lvl 1,,

love him

From last Thursday got problem always. OMG !!!! Here is my problems : ~ USB lost ~ Fren's song request lost ~ Doing silly things & by c.Inne ~ Got angry from my mom ~ Salah sangka problem with Vivi ~ Wrong lyric in singing ~ I didn't pay Talitha's money ~ Borrowed money from Arlene ~ Losing my pencil box but actually not ~ Must go from B level to 4th level just to take my cap ~ confuse about my frens ~ I just know I must make project and submit it on 5th May ~ s.Baksan lost ~ My dad's camera was left at school ~ My cell phone was left at school too ~ I must eat in the dark car ~ My mom angry to me & advised me ~ The video training was canceled ~ I must go home with raining situation ~ & many more.. Waduuhh.. Rili hating days & meaningful days !! See,, I must be scolded by many people. Forgeting my jobs. Must be ashamed. mm.. But,, I'll keep this memory here as my great lesson for this few days. haiss.. Exam is coming & everything is coming. hyuh~

Hhass.. See u all again ^^. Miss u all huh ?! hha. Yesterday,, was actually a day where I must give my presentation. I brought it,, but the virus inside my USB was a dangerous virus & it has spreaded to all of the files in my computer !! Imagine !! The Anti-Virus couldn't remove the virus !! Myy-GOD !! hhe. So my presentation wasn't be use in last week. c.Cha" asked me to send to her the prewsentation & I've sent to her just now. hha !! I've been in my church from session 1, just sitting down there. I played "Rubik's cube" there. Suddenly,, c.Yan advised me to not playing while the session is taking place. It was the 1st advise. Then,, i played again in terms only want to teach H.T how to play it. She caught me again & I didn't play it anymore in that session. hhay,, then c. Cha" asked me to take picture about mom & her child. 1st, she asked me to take picture of a woman with her son -- because only them those are "mom &a

"Wooo.. How r u frenz ? doing fine ? hha.. " That is a sentence which actually I must do it in monthly performances vor Feb .. hha. But it was canceled by Ms.I .. hhe. It's alrite.. hha. Without performances in Feb ,, we could practise vor our open house . hha Yesterday,, was the open house day.. mm.. Well,, I could said that last year open house was better than yesterday . Coz,, last year the open house ended until around 5-6 in the afternun. But yesterday,, it almost ended around 3-5 in the afternun.. Iahh.. But it's alrite.. Evrythin has gone in my life. ^^. In open house ,, there was Ms&Mr POS . woo.. The favourite Ms&MrPOS was DS , the Ms POS was II . mm. It was strange vor me bout dat.. Actually,, rili.. I was hopin VL to be the winner. But,, she didn win in it.. Ohhh.. I was so sad . But I appreciate evrythin,, I was hepi too if II was the MsPOS . But there was sth. in my that rili heart annoyed me vry much yesterday. dunno wad's d

mm.. these days got everything so bored. wala". Yesterday,, VL ,, MW , EC , FF , n D were having shoot by outside people & they cook Japanese food in 2nd CCA time. When I was at the 4th floor, I smell sth. delicious. haha. It smelled like INDOMIE . kaka. But when finally I reached the canteen, it was actually VL & frens cooking there. Woo.. I eat the food once. Its really tasted NICE .. !! iiiHhh Wooow.!! haha. Its really delicious. haha. But I dun knoe wad is the name of the food & I also forgot to ask them for the food name. haha. While, at 2nd CCA, I went & looked after for my Broadcaster class. I went down to the B floor from the 4th floor when I smelled the Japanese food. Then, I went to canteen & eat the Japanese food, then went to MPH. But there's no Broadcaster team there. There were only, CCA dancers, drama, & the band for open house. I was confusing after that. Nothing that I want there. But finally, I went to outdoor & I found them. FGH

hateeeeee... =X !! Why lifes alwaiz got bad n the gud ones ?? But dat is better than mine !! alwaiz got bad ones everyday !! SUCKSSSSSSSSS !!!! SHOOTTTTT!!! tday's blog is about my dad !! hateeeeee.... But not rili about my dad oo.. =X !!.. Wele".. Alwaiz got angry while duin' sth... Never appreciate me of wad hev i done vor the gud ones.. I'll alwaiz be the worst of everybody's mind..Y_Y.. Esp. vor my family.. It really looks so sad n bad.. But,, GOD asked me to alwaiz be patient n juz keep it as my daily lessons.. And also,, He said dat,, dun care 'bout everyone dat has make u become so DOWN.. 'Bout 'em,, GOD will make another plans vor them.. Yea.. Yestersay, havin' CCA (Web Design & Broadcasting). 1st session, Web Design, Sir.Pao gave us html *dun knoe wad should I call that html*, rili nice.. At the 2nd session, Broadcasting, I was late there. After i've reached there, Mis. Ivan tell us about wad is the tips to face everybody on the sta

1st week school.. havin bad mood and nice mood too.. Friday was the worst mood.. Everything makes me annoyin.. Ya.. But Tania hev to be patient at all.. GOD.. I want to be patient at everything o.. ^^ .. This week,, i gave VV a letter.. silly letter that I wrote when I was so sad.. Maybe,, after reading it,, she ignored the letter.. I want VV been changed by me.. I want to show her,, wad is love and care.. For me,, she has never feel wad is it about.. Just that..

New Year is coming .. Not coming.. But it has passed yesterday.. ^^~.. Yesterday.. Going to Cermin Beach with my big family .. After i've reach there.. My mom angry to me and hitted me in front of everbody.. Ya.. I know it would be so ashamed ,, but not only me that was ashamed.. My mom was ashamed too.. That's rili made me angry.. I mom just wanted herself to be always rite.. I hated that kind of person actually.. But she's my mom.. And of course I'm the same as her too.. So, to say that I hate is impossible .. And I dun like hating people.. It is useless.. Better use my mind to love everybody.. I know I'm bad to behave so unpolite to elder person.. But,, only that can makes them know about their behave.. I dun like gossiping them.. I want tell them the truth .. Just that I want.. So,, I can complete them,, and they can complete me too.. Holiday.. Only helping my mom.. Have fun with family and church friends (just a moment).. SMS ( Cia, Lio, Irz, Friday, Leo, Mas