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Here i am after decades letting the blog being so quiet. There have been many things happened already but yet i couldn't tell you about what has happened before. This time, i am gonna all sigh-ing again with my problem and i don't care about people reading this. Not that i don't love those people that i will mention, but it's just that hell with people who keep their images so well. That's not my kind. I am open-self since i realize that image is not everything. I have been having a confuse mind, and that made me having no aim in living my life. I don't know what i should be. Somehow i am forced to be someone's robot and when it seemed like i didn't go their way, they blamed me for being someone they wanted. I kept all my complaints by myself and when i just want to explained things, i am said that i am not polite with the elder and then they kept my words very well so then later my words will be able to be used as some new words to get me down. I am fee

Written management is my own statement of controlling your life balance everyday by writing what you have done on a paper everyday. Written management is quite hard. Imagine that everything you need to control should be written on the paper? Just in one day, you should write down your economy, your health, your hobbies, and other activities to get a good life balance? Right now i have around 6 and more kinds of management that i should do everyday. First, money managing. I write down all of my income and spent money on the paper and then the total of the money will be my current money that i have. Second, gym attendance. I put myself as a member of a gym place and because of that i wanted to manage my gym attendance so that i do not waste my parents' money for letting me joining the gym. Third, health rate. Joining gym is not just something for fun but also to have a better body result than we have before, so then, once in every some days, i will measure my body composition and thi

As usual greeting, hello to my ghost reader or maybe hello to myself (because i think i write and read this blog alone, and no one has ever visited my blog). And as for usual second sentence, it has been a while not updating my blog. So, this first paragraph will be ended in this 3rd sentence. How have you been, my reader(s)? I am all so fine, that to think of it, God hasn't given up of giving me life although i think i have been wasting quite a lot of time already. It takes me just right now to have the courage to update my blog. I was and still is having the confusion of what should be written here while i have bunches of paragraphs to write in. But then, i decided to just randomly write anything that pass my mind right now and this decision couraged me so much as i am writing now. I found myself being useless day by day. And thanks to being this useless and this naturally thinking too much habit, i have realized about a lot of things these past days. In these days, what i have r